I Did a Thing, Ya'll

So I did a thing. I feel like that's the story of my life. And I love that for me. So there were these try outs for a play, musical, what have you. Let me really set the scene. I got an email from the organization I work for about auditions with, what I would later learn is a community theatre company that they sponsor (the perks of working for a company focused on the arts). The auditions required singing a song of your choice, learning choreography and reading sides (part of a script) that would be provided at the audition.

I was reluctant because...I'm not a singer. And is this something I really want to do? I've never done musical theatre and I have no clue what this play is about. I wrestled with the idea of auditioning 'til the very last minute. I mean up until I street parked, sat outside of the BROS (Baltimore Rock Opera Society) Headquarters trying to prepare a song well enough that I didn't sound like a soft hyena, and physically walked into the building.

I got myself together despite the "aid" of my friend who honestly was making me more anxious than helping lol. I'm more of a solo, get ready by myself and then wow them with my pizazz later type of gal. I left the audition expecting a "Thank you for auditioning, but we regret to inform you," email.

But to my surprise, I was selected for the dance ensemble! Not quite the speaking role, but hey, dancing is less pressure because we all know if I can do anything, I can boogie lol. Back to the story. Even with the reassurance the "acceptance email" brought me, I was still unsure if I would accept. I don't know the reason for the hesitancy but it was there. I had talked to my friend David about the audition and how I didn't expect to get it. So, I was happy to text him the good news. With that text, I decided, you know what? Bet on you! And so I graciously became a member of The Gold Night (the name of the musical) movement ensemble.

This was late June and now at the end of October with the show having come and gone, I can say I learned so much. During the rehearsal process, I wanted to quit so many times, but your girl is not a quitter. It's funny how extracurricular activities are something I can always commit to...nail colors and men on the other hand, that's another story. Anywho, despite feeling hella out of place (I'm not the typical theatre kid), hella tired (I picked up a full time and part time position in the midst of all of this), and hella confused (this is starting to sound like a season of Insecure), I pushed through (oooo that's a word from Pastor Sarah Jakes Roberts that will bless your soul). And I am so happy that I did.

I learned so much about what I am capable of. My resilience: bar none. My commitment level: top tier. My focus ability when it's time to focus: it's up there. I'm just hella proud of me (okay, I'm finna go watch season 2 again. Is it too soon to be experiencing nostalgia?). I met the coolest, quirkiest, kindest group of actors and dancers and singers and stage managers and directors and had a fun time. I'm glad it's over because your girl needs some physical replenishing. But all in all, I would do it again (maybe next year though).

I said all of this to say, if you're thinking of taking a chance on yourself, why not do it? If nothing else, you'll be able to get those natural endorphins that come from checking something off of your to-do list. And you'll most likely meet some nice people along the way. Add something new to your resume and take a leap of faith tuh-day!